i can still remember
the first time
our eyes touched

thoughts of you
bring the pain
mixed with the pleasure
you brought me
so it's not all bad

i had a different
vision of our future
one unending

yet we couldn't
get things straight
too much talk
such little faith
mistrust just a tad

i will never forget
the way you felt
around my body

i don't think
you ever understood
what you meant to me
since it was more
than you ever had

but you had your fun
the time you tried to hurt me
when i was sad