you don't

after memories of you
play in my mind,
i see that look
i'd hoped not to find

i apologize for loving you
i know you don't want me to

looking into my head
as you read this silly rhyme
your face says "just friends"
and condemns this crime

i apologize for loving you
i know you don't want me to

each time we meet
your words are only kind
but romantic fantasies
help keep me this blind

and i apologize for loving you
i know you don't want me to
but i do